1 - Ciara, Ryan, 4yo Sophie, 2yo Ella, Hoppy - blue rabbit, Sinead - Aunt. Dirty silver Micra, Skerries beach, Ciara drives, Ryan's pristine Jeep, Ryan was in a good mood, no longer 'what have I done this time'. Go swimming - kids cold and plead to mummy, she’s got what she wanted - family, husband, etc. 2 years since returning to Ryan, Glasnevin home, silent treatment. Ryan plays with girls and leaves her to unpack. Mum in Sheffield, gets in argument and Ryan blames her.

2 - 3yo Rory, Joey and Nathan – Sinead’s kids, Gallway honeymoon, she finds out she’s pregnant, nice day till he comes home, huffs when he doesn’t get his way. She gets kids in car.

3 - Go to Pheonix Park and book B&B, limited funds, attic, watch shark videos, phones Ryan and tells him she’s leaving, she always tells him everything – shows him what she bought etc. Buys flights to mum’s house.

4 - Go to airport, he said it would be ok to go, he phones the Guards and blocks them from getting on flight. Smug and then Ciara agrees to meet him.

5 - Takes kids to playschool, meets Ryan, he blames Rhona(her mum) for instigating it (she didn’t), finds out she’s pregnant and calls her crazy. Ciara wants him to move out till she finds somewhere to stay.

6 - She’s late to kids pick up and goes to her old home, kids watch Netflix and she packs, sees smashed wedding picture, leaves, sees Ryan at petrol station – he looks like a decent person.

7 - Goes to kids play area to kill time, cautious of money, tries for emergency accommodation – at capacity, has to call in again next day. Drives – had to when Ella was young as Ryan didn’t like her crying, Says to meet Ryan properly.

8 - Questions herself why she drove so far, low petrol, parks at risk of getting clamped, they get accommodation at hotel, goes back to car – no clamp, and goes to hotel, dodgy area, food coupons. Used to teach in Brazil 1 year, English degree and teacher. Gets pizza and back to hotel to look for flats and job.